exams..test...project..is this all this sch can gif?? so many homeworks n they still want us to work lyk mad.. t0dae was a normal dae.. onli that mel comment that i veri BHB todae..hhax.. maybe its the mondae blues.. we go to sam;s hse n did they things we needed to do.. n left there t abt 6 plus.. melanie goh was too tired that we took a cab bak 2gether.. so lazy.. hiaxx.. wat to do.. she is a sheep..hehe.. xDlove..friendship..i dono..really wanna knw the answer..but some things are jus not to be told..so wat more can i do..aft all we been through..it all comes down to miie n euu...True LOVE is when euu shed a tear for him n still love..n its when he luuvvee another gal but smile a say that euu r happpiie for him..but actually,,all euu really do is jus cry n cry...
what we could have been, 9:12 PM.
today had a maths test...so hard..then tml got lit test..i m so stressed out wif all the test n verythin..todae was lyk a cold war daew..everyone was tired n did'nt bother to tok much..i did not bother much neither... i got A1 for chinese....woohoo!!40/50..good lorxx.. so happie but shocked as well...this is lyk the best score i got this term...sian diao...the sch band got silver lorxx..i feel so sad for melanie n ziyi...they work so hard lorxx..euu told miie that euu don lyk anyone..shld i believe euu???so jus listen to the rumours..hiaxx..i dono n don care now..lyk i say to be wif euu i m much much contented...but it wont last long.. but i shall accept that.. hiaxx...........i count miie days n go step by step...If luvves doesn't shattter euu,,then euu dono luvveess 爱情 。。。友情?? 我不知道。。
what we could have been, 5:24 PM.
i actually trusted euu...i told euu everythin i think ican tell euu.. ithough our lips are sealed..in the end,i was wrong..euu told her nd it spreaded.. im utterly disappointed in euu...i dono wat to say.. i m totally speechless n shocked..y? why did euu do that?? did euu do it for love or jus for fun.. r euu usin miie..usin miie to get information?? i really dono.. i m confused..there r so many questions in miie mind.. but i can nv answer them.. i haf to now pretend that i dono anythin..knw nothin abt this..can i still trust euu?? can moii secrets still be safe wif euu?i dono.. but i haf doubts to euu now that can nv be answer...
what we could have been, 10:21 PM.
maybe its kinda too late..but zhxo got a gold award in this yr SYF..we actually could haf gotten G.O.H..but there were slight mistakes..intially we thought of havin a sliver aft the competition..but we had a gold..that was wat made us feel contented..but 2009's G.O.H is ours..wahahaha!!!there is always stress in sch..frenz changin frm bad to worst,mood swings,hatred..many more..homework..hisxx... sian diao...i m happy n contented to be by yor side..its enough..i feel that euu lyk miie too..i really do..but it still seem unreal too miie..cos when we tok..we r lyk in a different world..onli we will understand wat we r sayin..but when it returns to reality..i lose euu...the rumours fly bt i believe euu n miie-self..if one day euu tell miie who iziit..i wont live in denial,i will face the facts n believe euu..trust is somethin we haf in common btwn us..i knw it will keep it this way...so jus tell miie..can euu trust miie???LIFE without LOVE is lyk a tree without any blossoms..
what we could have been, 6:21 PM.