Thursday, July 26, 2007
i really haf to tell the ppl viewin miie blogg that..those are not for him...really!!
i m very sure...some things r not to be told euu knw...
if yor wish to think that way..then...i m very sorry...coz i donn wan yor to anyhow think that i haf feelin for him..i DON!
finish the commen test for maths n history n english..hias.still haf somemore commin up sia...i very stress arx...jus wantin to do well for miie test n everything..i donn wann to think so much n i nvr haf feelin for anyone..even if i did...it was jus a moment of lykin....
i hate to be accused...n to be avoided....especially for somethin or a reason that is not true..to euu...this fonts fit into yor friendsship btwn euu n miie..but don avoide for a reason that does not exisit.can? lyk i say...friendsship...cant i jus cherish that?the ppl around miie n euu,frenz....think that way...but i cant stop them or euu...so..i shall jus shut miie trap n be accused for it..
all i wann is friendsship...all the hatred n anythin...i m sorry!
i dono wat for miie say that but jus sorry..avoid or not...i don mind either
i jus don wann to lose a great fren lyk euu....thx for everythin... :)
n for the ppl hu still think i lyk him..pls...stop it...it makes miie embrasses...
we r jus frenz..or i say..jus nothin much to tok...or for any other reasons..stop crappin...it stupid that yor jus jmp to conclusion n think abt somethin that is not the way it is...donn be so lame la...usin it as a treat or somethin to attack miie...jus get yor bloodly facts rite!!!
frenz are owaes frenz..unlyk couples that will break in the end...
sadd-ed siging off
i jus wanna live!
i m very sure...some things r not to be told euu knw...
if yor wish to think that way..then...i m very sorry...coz i donn wan yor to anyhow think that i haf feelin for him..i DON!
finish the commen test for maths n history n english..hias.still haf somemore commin up sia...i very stress arx...jus wantin to do well for miie test n everything..i donn wann to think so much n i nvr haf feelin for anyone..even if i did...it was jus a moment of lykin....
i hate to be accused...n to be avoided....especially for somethin or a reason that is not true..to euu...this fonts fit into yor friendsship btwn euu n miie..but don avoide for a reason that does not exisit.can? lyk i say...friendsship...cant i jus cherish that?the ppl around miie n euu,frenz....think that way...but i cant stop them or euu...so..i shall jus shut miie trap n be accused for it..
all i wann is friendsship...all the hatred n anythin...i m sorry!
i dono wat for miie say that but jus sorry..avoid or not...i don mind either
i jus don wann to lose a great fren lyk euu....thx for everythin... :)
n for the ppl hu still think i lyk him..pls...stop it...it makes miie embrasses...
we r jus frenz..or i say..jus nothin much to tok...or for any other reasons..stop crappin...it stupid that yor jus jmp to conclusion n think abt somethin that is not the way it is...donn be so lame la...usin it as a treat or somethin to attack miie...jus get yor bloodly facts rite!!!
frenz are owaes frenz..unlyk couples that will break in the end...
sadd-ed siging off
i jus wanna live!
what we could have been, 8:49 PM.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
hias.....common test week!!!! its so freezin cold these few days la...the monsoon thing muz be goin on again...hias
tmr is HISTORY test..until now oso haven start revision..donn wann to fail the first test la...ms Kaur still say muz get a B3..is the KLASS standard..but i cant make it la..sian...
life is jus nothin much to thing off...take life easy.its easier to be said then done..y muz i be so miserable...while euu r happiie smiling over there?
hias...i shld take things lightly..if euu r happiie.....i think i will be too...
happiie for euu....
live for today and hope for tmr.....
will i ever knw...hu r u? i doubt so...cann i ever knw?i shall jus wait...
sadd-ed signing off
jus livin miie days one step at a time..................
tmr is HISTORY test..until now oso haven start revision..donn wann to fail the first test la...ms Kaur still say muz get a B3..is the KLASS standard..but i cant make it la..sian...
life is jus nothin much to thing off...take life easy.its easier to be said then done..y muz i be so miserable...while euu r happiie smiling over there?
hias...i shld take things lightly..if euu r happiie.....i think i will be too...
happiie for euu....
live for today and hope for tmr.....
will i ever knw...hu r u? i doubt so...cann i ever knw?i shall jus wait...
sadd-ed signing off
jus livin miie days one step at a time..................
what we could have been, 10:02 PM.
Friday, July 20, 2007
sch is still very borin..but nxt week got common test le..hias.. hope to do well man! its very important!!!!!i wann to study n don think so much!
hatred to euu?i donno..i cant take euu sometimes...n cann take euu sometimes..i cant expect euu to treat miie better.coz i donn lyk euu first..so jus lyk nature take its course ba! i dono wat euu wann to do with him or other guys but donn do it infront of miie...i m jus straigth foward that i will show euu miie bloodly face..lyk it or not..euu still haf to deal wif it!
bein to A.S is not a good think..coz i cann see it through euu..its on the face la.k
watever...i jus wann to be alone n do well for miie exams then i cann get on wif miie upper sec life..
sadd-ed signin off!
still hatin miie life.. n hatin ppl too!
thats miie!
hatred to euu?i donno..i cant take euu sometimes...n cann take euu sometimes..i cant expect euu to treat miie better.coz i donn lyk euu first..so jus lyk nature take its course ba! i dono wat euu wann to do with him or other guys but donn do it infront of miie...i m jus straigth foward that i will show euu miie bloodly face..lyk it or not..euu still haf to deal wif it!
bein to A.S is not a good think..coz i cann see it through euu..its on the face la.k
watever...i jus wann to be alone n do well for miie exams then i cann get on wif miie upper sec life..
sadd-ed signin off!
still hatin miie life.. n hatin ppl too!
thats miie!
what we could have been, 8:18 PM.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
todae is the worst dae ever!!!! i m sitin nxt to the ppl that i donn wann to sit wif! wat the fcuk!
i really bloodly gate this sitin arrangement la..wats mis ilan prob? makin miie sit infront..somemore wif the quiet ppl...n so far away frm miie frenz?i hope take her head n smash it on the wall sia! its so borin...
i wish we were nearer....as frenz...n nothin else..but the more i wish..the more it will nvr come true....but wats done cant be undone ya? so i jus wont think abt this thing..n jus be contented wif wat i haf in miie hands.but i doubt i cann overcome this.! seein that smile makes miie wish i was there..but onli frm a distance i shall see that smile...so...SMILE more often...so i cann see it afar...
todae shall be better then tmr..n tmr has be better then the day aft tmr........
sadd-ed sigin off
bloodly hate miie life n seatin place!
i really bloodly gate this sitin arrangement la..wats mis ilan prob? makin miie sit infront..somemore wif the quiet ppl...n so far away frm miie frenz?i hope take her head n smash it on the wall sia! its so borin...
i wish we were nearer....as frenz...n nothin else..but the more i wish..the more it will nvr come true....but wats done cant be undone ya? so i jus wont think abt this thing..n jus be contented wif wat i haf in miie hands.but i doubt i cann overcome this.! seein that smile makes miie wish i was there..but onli frm a distance i shall see that smile...so...SMILE more often...so i cann see it afar...
todae shall be better then tmr..n tmr has be better then the day aft tmr........
sadd-ed sigin off
bloodly hate miie life n seatin place!
what we could have been, 4:04 PM.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
happiie badae to wanchun n mengfeii..but mengfeii was yesterdae!! happiie happiie bdae to euu!
sch is so bloodly borin..n miss tan got a prob abt her ear sia!!! n ppl are jus makin fun of it...its kinda fun ya? its stupid but fun!!! i m sick of yor...really!!!!!!!
i m so sick of ppl hu put words into other ppl de mouth..i was again accuse by frenz i m tryin to be a sow discord to a relationship....sayin that the gal don lyk the guy..but y?if she hates him..she wont be wif him!!! even if i tell euu, y did euu betray miie n tell the guy...wat the fcuk do euu wann?haf a bf not enough izzit....wann to be the happiest woman on earth izzit..maybe i m jumpin toan answer..but this is wat is on the surface...euu expect miie not to think lyk that?
euu siao or siao? get a life la...on thursday....its WAR btwn miie n euu
make up yor mind on hu euu wann to be wif..sayin euu r sick of them,...then nxt thing euu r wif them..hangin out wif them..not sayin that i prohibit euu to do so..but the ppl waitin for euu feel pangseh cann?1 time ok..but many times is cant take it the la..
last person,euu hate miie is yor prob...but pls don say things abt miie sis behinf miie bak..i cann hear...then say euu..euu hit ppl...wat do euu think euu r....without her then treat us better izzit..make up yor mind...so act pai for wat?don haf the standard then donn haf la..wats yor prob sia..i very"scared" of euu lehx...i will slap euu one dae...n tokin bak to teacher n a old man is bein rude...i wonder if yor parents got teach euu not!! if euu find out this is euu..come find miie!!!!!!
i use yor fav. sentence....."no offence" watsoever!
sadd-ed sigin off!!
pissin off wif ppl n mie life suck cock!
sch is so bloodly borin..n miss tan got a prob abt her ear sia!!! n ppl are jus makin fun of it...its kinda fun ya? its stupid but fun!!! i m sick of yor...really!!!!!!!
i m so sick of ppl hu put words into other ppl de mouth..i was again accuse by frenz i m tryin to be a sow discord to a relationship....sayin that the gal don lyk the guy..but y?if she hates him..she wont be wif him!!! even if i tell euu, y did euu betray miie n tell the guy...wat the fcuk do euu wann?haf a bf not enough izzit....wann to be the happiest woman on earth izzit..maybe i m jumpin toan answer..but this is wat is on the surface...euu expect miie not to think lyk that?
euu siao or siao? get a life la...on thursday....its WAR btwn miie n euu
make up yor mind on hu euu wann to be wif..sayin euu r sick of them,...then nxt thing euu r wif them..hangin out wif them..not sayin that i prohibit euu to do so..but the ppl waitin for euu feel pangseh cann?1 time ok..but many times is cant take it the la..
last person,euu hate miie is yor prob...but pls don say things abt miie sis behinf miie bak..i cann hear...then say euu..euu hit ppl...wat do euu think euu r....without her then treat us better izzit..make up yor mind...so act pai for wat?don haf the standard then donn haf la..wats yor prob sia..i very"scared" of euu lehx...i will slap euu one dae...n tokin bak to teacher n a old man is bein rude...i wonder if yor parents got teach euu not!! if euu find out this is euu..come find miie!!!!!!
i use yor fav. sentence....."no offence" watsoever!
sadd-ed sigin off!!
pissin off wif ppl n mie life suck cock!
what we could have been, 8:53 PM.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
hias...sian...ytd got E-learnin...crap la..so bored..got so much homework..rather go sch lorx..sian.....
i gott an answer..i m satisfied wif..i feel the closure again..thx :) i donn feel alone anymore, especially when euu r there for miie.. thx
sch....pppl in there are lyk...OMG!! i m so sick of miie clique...i don care if yor see this or not..i jus wann to say that i m sick of a few of yor...yor sctions are jus....FUCK!!! yor are lyk owaes makin mountain out of a molehill...yor knw..
n cann euu stop hongin...euu r lyk a hongster!!! got one liaox still wann to hong ppl...get a life la bitch..still be so drama..wat the fuck...pls la..don be lyk so disgustin la..got $$ then bigg thing izzit...some more say i change..hahas...i nvr ok..is euu.turn around n ask the ppl around euu.. owaes puttin the blame onto other ppl..
second person..euu r so selfish..onli carin abt yorself..then we say anythin that hurts euu..euu hit us on the head..then euu say us..we cant fight bak.y?coz euu will hit ppl as well.wats yor bloodly prob?cann gib an answer..owaes say ppl...say yorself first cann..look in the mirror..euu r nothin to miie...i think i m nothin to euu as well rite? but this concerns other ppl...i care for the ppl euu hitt..so STOP IT!!!
both of euu suck to core kaes...i dono in the furture will i be good frenz wib yor again..but for now...i HATE YOR!! love miie or hate miie...i still hate yor!!!
sadd-ed signin off :)
hate euu bitches
i gott an answer..i m satisfied wif..i feel the closure again..thx :) i donn feel alone anymore, especially when euu r there for miie.. thx
sch....pppl in there are lyk...OMG!! i m so sick of miie clique...i don care if yor see this or not..i jus wann to say that i m sick of a few of yor...yor sctions are jus....FUCK!!! yor are lyk owaes makin mountain out of a molehill...yor knw..
n cann euu stop hongin...euu r lyk a hongster!!! got one liaox still wann to hong ppl...get a life la bitch..still be so drama..wat the fuck...pls la..don be lyk so disgustin la..got $$ then bigg thing izzit...some more say i change..hahas...i nvr ok..is euu.turn around n ask the ppl around euu.. owaes puttin the blame onto other ppl..
second person..euu r so selfish..onli carin abt yorself..then we say anythin that hurts euu..euu hit us on the head..then euu say us..we cant fight bak.y?coz euu will hit ppl as well.wats yor bloodly prob?cann gib an answer..owaes say ppl...say yorself first cann..look in the mirror..euu r nothin to miie...i think i m nothin to euu as well rite? but this concerns other ppl...i care for the ppl euu hitt..so STOP IT!!!
both of euu suck to core kaes...i dono in the furture will i be good frenz wib yor again..but for now...i HATE YOR!! love miie or hate miie...i still hate yor!!!
sadd-ed signin off :)
hate euu bitches
what we could have been, 9:14 PM.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
hias..miie blogg is half dead...but its kaes la..todae nothin much...jus miie n frenz n nothin...
wat r the 7wonders in life? mr choo show a slide...it ia to see,hear,touch,feel,smell,taste n to love..the small things in life..jus the small things cann make a big differences in each one's life...
i finally understand wat euu tried to tell miie... not to haf high standards n to be happiie,haf faith in wat i posses...but now...i cant even bring miieself to tok to euu..i took too longg to understandd..euu seem to haf fade away...
FADE AWAY?? euu r so close to miie..euu r so near yet so far..even if we r jus frenz...i don feel this closure anymore..this friendship is disappearin...but....i don wann it to go....but i cant do anythin.....
shld i jus sit here n let this friendship go or take action..i tink i shld jus sit n wait..
#sadd-ed* being emo....
leave miie alone!!!!!
wat r the 7wonders in life? mr choo show a slide...it ia to see,hear,touch,feel,smell,taste n to love..the small things in life..jus the small things cann make a big differences in each one's life...
i finally understand wat euu tried to tell miie... not to haf high standards n to be happiie,haf faith in wat i posses...but now...i cant even bring miieself to tok to euu..i took too longg to understandd..euu seem to haf fade away...
FADE AWAY?? euu r so close to miie..euu r so near yet so far..even if we r jus frenz...i don feel this closure anymore..this friendship is disappearin...but....i don wann it to go....but i cant do anythin.....
shld i jus sit here n let this friendship go or take action..i tink i shld jus sit n wait..
#sadd-ed* being emo....
leave miie alone!!!!!
what we could have been, 9:15 PM.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
hias....58 more days to the holi....go bak sch 2weeks nia....then got so many homework n projects..sian..wann to jus sit down n do somethin better then studyin..wastin time in sch..i go to sch for the sake of goin to sch...hias...i wanna break..
ytd got CO...prac for so long..then found georgi.dreyy n amanda by chance..sit there n tok tok tok frm 3.45 to 5.15 lorx...hahas..pon at least the whole CO la..tokin is better then practicin..sian
wanted to go home wib them but in the end...they left first..hahas..shld tok to them more often..its better then tokin to SOME ppl...waste of time n saliva. make such a big wooha when it is jus a small thing la..come on la...stopp actin pathetic.since euu made a choice then jus stay wib it la..tokk so much for wat..stopp actin,it sux...
no matter wat happens.....i shall listen to euu n stay happiie owaes...i really m tryin..but i doubt i cann
sadd-ed sigin off :(
ytd got CO...prac for so long..then found georgi.dreyy n amanda by chance..sit there n tok tok tok frm 3.45 to 5.15 lorx...hahas..pon at least the whole CO la..tokin is better then practicin..sian
wanted to go home wib them but in the end...they left first..hahas..shld tok to them more often..its better then tokin to SOME ppl...waste of time n saliva. make such a big wooha when it is jus a small thing la..come on la...stopp actin pathetic.since euu made a choice then jus stay wib it la..tokk so much for wat..stopp actin,it sux...
no matter wat happens.....i shall listen to euu n stay happiie owaes...i really m tryin..but i doubt i cann
sadd-ed sigin off :(
what we could have been, 10:45 AM.
Monday, July 02, 2007
i changed miie blogg skin le....yeah!!! hahas.....todae no sch coz of youth dae....
wa....so good....everyday go sch sure sian de lorx..hahas..but at home oso got nothin to do lorx..lucky no homework..
took some fotos wif miie sis..hahas...so zilian lorx..but for fun la..sch reopen no time to post..hias...so onli cann post once in awhile la..bloodly mother scoldin..
#sadd-ed* signing off.. :)
what we could have been, 11:26 AM.
